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How does Neglect feel journal?

Sun Mar 1, 2009, 3:54 AM
Alright, so this account has been dormant for over a year. That's cool, I'm pretty sure only my brother and one other person actually took any notice of it.

Anyway, I'm starting a creative writing degree at uni tomorrow, and figure that means I'll be writing. A lot. Which in turn means I will have a lot to upload. Maybe I'll join some literary clubs, who knows. Anything could happen!

Look forward to it I guess.

  • Mood: Distracted
  • Listening to: Hold Music
  • Reading: Voiceworks magazines
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  • Eating: Eclipse Spearmint mints
  • Drinking: Water

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  • Personal Quote: Love often leads to anger. A couple that is meant to be together, will use it to make angry love.
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Hey Howard! :glomp: I haven't heard from you in a while. How is everything?

How's uni? Life? Love life? :)

Miss you Howard, see you round :love:

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"If you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there", the Cheshire Cat, Alice In Wonderland
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Sorry Indi! I don't think I've ever been this busy before. Trying to balance excessive uni work with excessive socialising(drinking) is stretching me pretty thin.

So many obligations, such a bad hangover to complete them with. Oh dear oh dear. It was my brother's birthday today, I also submitted my crappy prose assessment (so you can read that I guess at some point) but I haven't slept and I barely ate today because I drank so much last night and damn I've been dizzy, I am very close to crashing, so I apologise and will try to up the correspondence frequency!

My love life is non-existent. I have a fairly large thing for Sarah right now but I think that's just because she brings me drugs, she's happily scissoring some Casie girl at the moment anyway.

Uni is keeping me up tonight with it's icy embraces. Damn you computer science. On Sunday I will be stressed, because I will be writing a 20 minute presentation on a book that I still have not read and know very little about.

In summary: as time goes on, the things I have to complain about increases exponentially. The title of the graph is "Whiny Bitch Face(y = 5e^x)".

And your life, India? School (trials, I am sure, give you much to say) and love?

Miss you too, would love to do that thing with the words and general relaxation again (if there were ever time for such a thing)!

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Most people who commit suicide are probably optimists. Who better to see the up side to death?
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It’s fine lol, I’m just as busy. I just thought to myself “I could do with a laugh; who makes me laugh?” The answer like a shining light in the darkness of despair (trials) = “HOWARD!” :woohoo:

I looked at your brother’s artwork today, he is quite the skilled drawer (is that how you spell the title of a person who draws? Perhaps I’ll just say “artist”;) He’s quite the skilled artist. :clap:

Crash if you need to; preferably on to a bed or a couch and not the floor or a road. :sleep:

Please be careful with the drugs and the aphrodisiac that comes with them. How can you be sure of that? Perhaps a threesome is in your future Howard. Yay you! :)

Twenty minutes? :faint:

The longest I’ve ever had to speak for is ten and that was a struggle, believe me. (It was English) What book is it? Interesting?

I love the title :love: A term I use often. :nod:

Trials are a whiny bitch face and I’ve only done one. I have seven more to go. :tears: I’m actually going to cry. I have lost all motivation to study and I think I’m going to fail. If you don’t hear from me for more than a week, send someone to get my body please.

Love? Pfft. It is as likely as a cow in a blender.

Words and relaxation would be fabulous. I am on lockdown for the next week and a half but after that, it is a necessity. Where shall we go? I haven’t been to the science museum in a long time, have you?

:heart:

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"If you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there", the Cheshire Cat, Alice In Wonderland
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I confess, making laughter is one of my strong points. Right under neglect and silence. Oh dear. Brother's 22nd the other day, went out for celebratory drinks last night. Of course I did, that's how I celebrate everything. With hangovers. Still haven't started the presentation, just been weathering immense head pain. Egh.

I love my brother's art, it has a sort of roughness that isn't amateurish. I wouldn't call him a drawer, but his girlfriend might. Figure out that lovely metaphor.

I wound up just crashing, and not doing uni work. Again, neglect is a strong point.

Aphrodisiac comes with drugs? Seems like the sort of thing I should have known before now. I thought it just made everyone more "open for business", which consequently led to record numbers of "customers". It's only weed, anyway.

The book is Against Nature, have you read The Picture of Dorian Gray? I can't remember if I've asked. Also, it is very interesting. Corruption and Decadence. Very, very interesting but I will have to ruin it's contents for myself by looking up synopses. Sad face.

Which subject have you done? If I took a stab and said English would I be sensationally right? You're not going to fail, that's just what they want you to think. It's a conspiracy. The HSC is just one big stress-test, and the exams are actually less important than just keeping your head under pressure. Keep this on the low-down though, if they realise I'm onto them I won't be able to blow this whole charade right open. I'm going straight to the root: The Board of Sadism. Maybe Thursday, weather pending. Wish me luck (but quietly).

A cow in a blender? I don't know if I feel more sorry for the cow or the blender. I'm sure love is over rated. The only reason anyone could like another person that much is to perpetuate the myth that it is possible to like someone that much, in order to feel liked that much. Follow? Love is just a self deception to feel loved. Probably. Heaps not talking out of my arse.

I haven't been to the science museum in so long that God is looking probable. I have a few questions, though: there's a science museum?? Where?!

Oh, and I decided yesterday I am probably going to move out. To Coniston. Because why not? I totally need the added stress right now.

Tata love <3

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Most people who commit suicide are probably optimists. Who better to see the up side to death?
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Neglect? Who have you been neglecting?

Does your brother celebrate the same way as you?

Have you read the book? Man, I can’t believe you have to talk for twenty minutes! I know you can do it but that’s… just… wow! :stupidme:

Yeah it does, I guess it’s just his style ^^;

Wouldn’t she be the drawer?

Open for business ay? Nice. How often do you smoke weed Howard?

I haven’t read either but they seem like books for intelligent people :slow:

If you would like you can reinforce the ideas in your brain by sharing them with me :nod: However I cannot promise to understand them…

Sadly you are wrong Howard. It was Ancient History and it was one of the subjects I studied for and I’m sure I will fail epically.
:tantrum: Too much study! :work:
English is tomorrow and Wednesday and I don’t even have all my related texts, let alone studied analyzed and written essays on them :tears:
It’s not that I haven’t studied it’s just there isn’t enough time to study everything. I hate my life.

I shall code word you shall I? How fairs Thursday for your encounter with the wild beast? Good peanuts… :paranoid:

I definitely feel for the cow, having to squeeze into that tiny tiny blender. Poor cow.

You know that kid I told you about who asked me to the Edmund Rice formal? His name is Lachlan and I keep getting MySpace and text messages saying “I miss you”. I AM FRIGHTENED. :worry:

YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO THE SCIENCE MUSEUM?! :ohnoes: I must take you there! It’s near the Lagoon, next to the new department of the Uni.

Why Coniston? What’s there? Don’t stress out too much! Can I help you move in? I may be small but I’m tough I’ll carry anything you need me to :nod:

Peace :peace: and love :heart:

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"If you don't know where you're going, any road will take you there", the Cheshire Cat, Alice In Wonderland

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